14 September 2010

Finally, i m back in Hong Kong! Every thing has changed and i m so not to it! I miss my life in NZ, I miss my friends, I miss the freedom, I miss my church, and of coz... I miss my darling. Today is 14 September, it is our anniversary day, I couldn't celebrate it with my darling, I feel sad. I wonder if he remember today is our anniversary day as it seems like he didnt mention it at all. Well, anyway.. I am sure he does! hahahaah~

I feel so lonely in hong kong, without darling it seems like i have no support at all. I use to be a girl that always be loved by him in NZ and it has been half year, suddenly, i feel no support and less love. I am just too afraid to lose him..

23 Aug 2010

I am now in Queenstown, having fun with my family... but missing my darling meanwhile... I bet he is missing me too (I guess...[[hopeully]] :'( woooo...) only two days, and I miss him like hell, have no idea what will happen when I go back to HK, I am sure it will be 10 times extra emo >< Sometimes, I just hate myself so much for being so self-fish. I know I should stay here and accompany with my darling, but I know I got to face this world, I have no money...

18 Aug 2010

now its 6:45pm..... i have been driving to the mall from the motel in CHC for 2 mins (yea.. i know 2 mins, i bet walking to the mall might even faster than driving~ but anyhow, i dnt want to walk under the rain) I was walking around the mall for about 45mins (by MYSELF) how sad it is to fly all the way from dunedin to CHC at 10am in the morning and have to shop on my own! I was blur..... walking walking walking but didn't know where is my destination. Luckly i met one of my friends back from high school... it was long time ago and I had even forgotten him~ he is my friend's younger brother. He and his mate were walking around the mall with no destination too. He said Hi to me and asked me if I remember who he is... (but I said "not really..." actually I do remember who he is but its just that I forgot his name and dnt want to say yes when i m not sure what his name is.)
Anyway, i went to a famous chocolate shop in CHC and bought some yummy chocolate for my darling... they were expensive~ but nice! hahah! for sure he would love what i bought! hehehe!! Knowing that Darling likes peppermint.. I bought him a peppermint-choco. : ) Then I bought a cup of hot-white-chocolate and sat down with my friend... chat for awhile... better than doing nothing in the mall and got nothing to buy.
Actually, I saw quite a lot of things i want to buy in the mall.. but because i m going back to Hong Kong very soon, and there is no way I will need a pot... right? Yea, a pot!!! a cooking pot with a super good condition is just $10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is very cheap! I am sure I will but it if i m staying in New Zealand.
Well.... i guess my parents are not going to be awake any time soon... and... i haven't had my dinner yet, was planning to dine in strawberry field tonight, but i guess i won't get a chance. I was hoping to dine in there once more b4 going back to hk.... but.... well.... nevermind.... just hoping it won't end up eating McD for my dinner.....

26 July 2010

I was so busy today, from 8am until now (9:40pm).. didnt take a break except for my lunch and dinner. However, I feel great!~ hehehe... Coz i cook a yummm meal for darling and my brother tonight, hohohohoho!!

Samuel's ipod was found, but the thing is... he can't type in his passcode... shame~ but i m sure i can fix it for him... hahah... coz I m a computer EXPERT! (but it seems no one agrees -.-")

25 July 2010

I went to church this morning and it was quite tired coz i didnt get enough of sleep lastnight. After church, darling and i went to south and had a great lunch beside the st. clair beach, it was very nice! Although the meals there are quite expensive, the food are super delicous~ sometimes, i enjoy somewhere thats out of town... out of annoyance...

i dont understand why my mood is very unstayble during these days, I thought after passing all of my exams and finally i can graduate will make me feel release, but how come things seems to be more complicated? I feel like its even worser than not having school and no need to go to library day and night? um.. maybe i m just too used of it...

Exam...

When does this finish?